Do You Feel You Need To Control Love

Love is not a thing. Yes, it is an emotion and that can call it something, however love is not shown with body nor words, love is felt only. The stems of love come from trust, safety in growth, and trust again. When trust is pierced love is injured. Injured love brings about behaviors in souls that they do not know how to account for fully, since they may not know the stems of their loss of trust that brings about second guessing love. You see, souls at times, test love to see if it will withstand us. Love is not a thing to be tested. Love simply is. When it is pushed and prodded it responds with pushes and prods. It is simply reflective of the soul who is living it in the ways in which it is understood to them. There is not a surprise that your current partner or any partner, for the partner of choice is irrelevant, you will have the same outcome as long as you are the same stimulus. You see, our love, on Earth the struggles to live in love are complex as a soul is willing to take on or as simple as a soul is willing to take on. If you are confused, you will have confusing relationships, if you are feeling at peace, you will as well have a relationship that is of peace. You will bring to your surroundings what you live within yourself. So you may at this point be asking yourself why you are making such a complex deal about simple loving.

Ego and Soul can never combine. You can not work with your ego and pretend it is your soul speaking. Love is from the soul and ego has a way of taking away from souls in ways they can not comprehend, nor do they recognize when ego is involved. You may believe you have the purest of intent, however it is not if you expect from others what YOU expect from them without considering them and their feelings. As you walk away for YOUR reasons and come back for YOUR reasons the other person will start feeling left out of the equation. And when you go back, and explain why you have done what you have done, it is for YOUR cleansing. If you did not feel the need to do that to clean YOURSELF up, you would not have gone back to ease the other persons hurts and pains. As you discover your own hurts, instead of it joining the two of you together, it is back to you not feeling like you deserve love and you start testing the person to a point that they could truly do no right and then you find yourself needing to leave, or being left. When a soul is not with you you respect them, because then you think they are right on and they did not buy what you were selling, since you were not sure what it is your selling and when they go away from you, you respect them again, want them again, for then you will feel normalized to have gained them again and you can feel like you still have it. It is not about love, it is about control, and keeping balance between your ego and your soul. On Earth there is no balance between ego and soul. It will vacillate you until you are endless with reasons why. There are not real reasons why.

Ego is not detailed in reasons, it is detailed in derailments. Your soul is your guide. Jumping in without fear of what it will mean, if you will get hurt, if you are already hurt, it is innocent in it's venture. You see pure intent is the key. One ounce of pure intent or pure love, will overcome every obstacle provided it is pure. It is when you go and seek love without needing anything in return from it. You don't need recognition. Or the other person responding to you in any way. That you are clean with your intentions. You see, when your intentions are clear to your soul, it is not the result of any action that matters, it is the process and the joy of living in the moments. Pure intent does not mind so much about time, about where anything is coming or going, it is simply the truth of the moment. Pure intended moments are the moments all humans remember throughout their lifetimes. All others are quickly forgotten or over analyzed. What you can not see, due to over thinkments of your actions and that is the clouded feeling of feeling like you are missing something. What you are missing is not a fact or that you did not figure this all out. Love is not to be figured out. Love is lived. Love is speaking and letting go. Living and letting others live as well. Not as you want them to, however as they would like to and sharing that. Love is the greatest reflection of how we all see the world and how we think it should be. However shoulds in anything means those are the things not happening, and all that is happening gets unnoticed because of the shoulds. There are not shoulds. Again and again, love is simply living in the day, in the moment in your truth with another. That is love. There is not control attributed in that sentence nor is it attributed in any other fashion of love.

Soulgineering

Imagine if there were no ego
No, me, me, me
No, I have to have this or that

Imagine if you didn't have to have a better house than your neighbor
A better car or job

Imagine if you didn't have to feel like you couldn't say what you are feeling
Shy about saying the truth
Distant when it comes to saying what you want

Imagine if you never had to lie
Cover anything up
Set something up, so no one would know it was you

Imagine if you didn't need attention to feel better about you
If you didn't need a compliment on your clothes to wear them again
Buy clothes you don't even need to look like something or someone

Imagine if you didn't have the pressures of ego
That nagging voice that pushes you in the wrong direction and then leaves you alone when you get lost
Imagine not having to feel like others didn't love you or want you to be present
That you felt love from others, with others, just because you already understand that you really do love who you are

Imagine if the encouragement of life had no restrictions and you could feel like you can do whatever you really dream you can
Imagine if you recognized Ego's weakness rather than it's strengths
Its strengths are only as strong as a false dream, a wrong road, a thought that hurts you in some way
Yet it looks like it has brains and guts, glory and stamina

Ego really only has nothing to offer
You or anyone else
Soul offers you answers, and it seems like the weaker of the two because it is silent

Yet a souls strength is its silence
A soul lets you come to it
Waits for you to learn why
Gives you a chance to catch your breath
Think about your actions
Know your intentions
Take in that someone else is involved, not just you

Your soul's language is silence and love
Caring and compassion
No races to a finish line without an answer at the end

Your soul is the loyal part of you
The part that knows better and tugs at you to do better
The part that reminds you to let go of what others do alone, and see your role in attracting it to you

Your soul is your partner and is a warrior
That battles your ego everyday
That pushes your consciousness to bother you when you forget your passion or that you have instincts

Your soul is the strength in the company you keep
The conversations you have
The love that you share


Your Ego loses you, sets you up for competition without any sport to play
Ignites you to feel as though the people you could love are against you
That the work you do is not enough
That the choices you make you should doubt
That the clothes you wear, the car you drive, that they are not enough
That you didn't take the right road, that you are not enough

As you find that your soul is your keeper and keeps those you love close
Keeps you close to who you are
Within compassion to yourself, to life, and to yourself again
Your soul is calm as you strive to be
And it reminds you it is already there
Without judgment
Without needing anything from you

It demands you to pay attention to Love
Since that is all it is
It commands your honor
And it teaches dignity
It pushes your buttons
With reward of heart
Your soul is your heart
And your hearts beating rests within your soul

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